James's Speak

I had little sleep this past two days, I woked up around 1sh in the afternoon after just a few hours of sleep, like a turtle in slow motion better describes my sleep pattern, tried reading, tried almost everything except sleep. My anxiety levels are on an all time high for no reason at all, it's as if my brain's ready to explode, thoughts keep racing inside for no reason at all. I need some kind of relaxant or mood enhancers to keep me insane and back to normal. I really need some kind of change in my life or do I? Hopefully I'll be able to get some decent shuteye this weekend. Cleaned my coffee machine, I miss the soothing smell of freshly brewed coffee, maybe that might help. Just went back to bed and stared at the ceiling, stared at my alarm clock...pure torture. Now at work and writing this, I don't even have the energy to think..need sleep, need change, need to forget. Need something.